Time

Time for change

has arrived

the wind of possibilities

are blowing in all directions

visible they are only to me

spiritually

my ancestors called

and i answered them

it may have taken years

but i finally accept myself

and all responsibilities that

are defined by my existence

change has arrived

and here to stay forever

I feel like it never before

I see like it never before

for I have accepted

that which i am

Love: A bumpy road [First version]

I loved him that is all I have ever done
I believed in him, when he told me he loved me
I gave him the key to my heart and let him in – To navigate
I gave him everything; loyalty, comfort, unconditional love, trust and honesty
I listened to him and gave him all my attention
I stuck and stood by him, like any woman deeply in love would do,
When the world, friends and his family turned its back against him
There I was on his side over that of others,
Holding onto him tightly, during thunderous times (seasons)
For he was never at fault or wrong in my eyes
He was my everything, in him I saw our future
He was the only guy who mattered in my life
When with him, I felt free and happy.
He knew exactly what to say to fulfil my heart with happiness And have the strength to fight any difficulty
That may arise on my way
All the effort I had invested in our relationship,
Praying that he will one day be the man I build my home with
Thinking that one day he will be the father of my kids,
It turned out to be a painful and rather strainouspretentious relationship,
Which I was so blind to spot its mistakes as well as behavioural patterns
As I believed everything he said about us
I convincingly felt like I was his one and only woman but to him I was just another girl!!!…
A fool, I were

A Nap

In my sleep
I connect with my ancestors
Their spirit deeply runs through me
Crossing over the other side of life
The greater unknown mystery
Where fear gives birth to bravery
For crossing over gives no guarantees of return
To normality for others
As the other side – Is of the departed
Only the deceased can enter
For the right of admission is reserved
Though exceptions are available